I just feel sad

I realized today I have no social life anymore. I'm always doing my homework, in class, catching up on work I haven't finished, babysitting, or puppysitting, I haven't seen any of my friends outside of class since school began, (3 months), I haven't seen Jessie in 2 weeks at all cause I'm sick, he's sick, family plans, or classwork. I have the worst immune system, if someone anywhere near me has the flu, I end up getting it, I have had a very sore ear infection for WEEKS >.< Winter causes me to just catch anything and everything. I wanna bubble, like in Bubble Boy...Like this:

Seeeeee no germs could get me! :D Eh I'm kinda kooky tonight. I got in a fight again with dad, Jessie is out of cell service for the night, and I am planning to watch Grease for extra credit :P I love that movie.


So Dad has been insufferable the past few days. The other day he and momma got into it over my sister. My sister told my mom that Mom was ungrateful and a horrible mother because Mom wouldn't buy her heels. My sister is 7! She doesn't need heels. Dad just got pissed mom even told him and he yelled at her...It was ugly. Today he started in on me and told me I needed to take something for my attitude. Dude I am bipolar and depressed, I am ON something for my attitude.

Sooooo I want to ramble but I don't know what to ramble about...Oh hey the band t.A.T.u! They're Russian and I love their voices! Course they are kinda done now, they were from the 90s....but still! They sung about being lesbians, and supposedly no one knew if they were or not. Still I got 3 songs by them and one is in full Russian "Ya Soshla Y Uma" It is so amazing :D The English version is called "All the Things She Said" I love it!! And this other group I got hooked on, Meg & Dia. I have strange musical tastes, but hey at least it means no one really knows what to expect. :) I have crazy music on my iPod, I like having bands and singers not many people listen to, It feels like its 'my' band. Maybe its just cause I like feeling like my own person, not one of those radio stalkers :p, but seriously if I do a shuffle of my music it'll be so weird...see:
1. Easier to Run-Linkin Park
2. God Bless the Child- Shania Twain
3. Crazy Little thing Called Love- Rihanna feat. J. Status
4. Moment by Aiden
5. Heart Like a Wheel- The Corrs
6. Forgotten- Avril Lavigne
7. My Last Breath-Evanescence
8. Lollipop Remix- Framing Hanley <3333
9. Stereo Love- Edward Maya
10. Young Forever- The Ready Set <3333333

 I have some old Backstreet Boys, Britney Spears, Nirvana, George Strait, Jesse McCartney, plus cover songs, and some unkown bands as well as some well known :) Its just me

... I am so ready for some social time with people... I feel like a hermit. I barely leave my house cause of chores and homework...Oh hey...I just said that... :p  So here are some random lyrics :D

"Know all about, about your reputation. And now its bout to be a havoc situation..." LeAnn Rimes, The Right Kind of Wrong. :)

"It ain't easy livin free..." ACDC, Highway to Hell :P

"Monster, how shall I feel, Creatures lie here, looking through the window." Meg & Dia, Monster <3

"All those crazy things you said, you left them running through my head, you're always there, you're everywhere, but right now I wish you were here. All those crazy things we did, didn't think about it, just went with it, you're always there, you're everywhere, but right now I wish you were here. Damn, damn, damn, what I'd do to have you here, here, here (I wish you were here) damn, damn, damn what I'd do to have you near, near, near (I wish you were here) Avril Lavigne, I Wish You Were Here

 Ok lol I'll stop rambling now and lay down and listen to my laptop till I fall asleep xD I miss my Jessie though >.< OMG I want to show you my favorite ring EVER :D Gemvara.com. Its a black diamond, white gold ring, in the "Carrie style"

Isn't she beautiful <3 I can't wait to see the Black Diamond Jessie got me :) but for real, I adore this ring. OK BED FOR REAL!!! xD